I've always lacked the power to change
Always gave myself excuses to what I am
And, whenever I feel weak or powerless fronting my own ego, I blame others and I keep whining about not being who I want to be, or CAN be.
It always felt wrong, stupid, pathetic!
But, not anymore...
I've finally reached this sort of a path I want to walk myself through.
This NEED of change I kept delaying and ignoring for YEARS...
I don't want to be weak. I don't want to keep repeating things that I said many times
It feels really boring whenever I hear myself talking about it!
Not anymore...
And here's a promise...
To Me, mom, sisters, and to you my little prince...
I won't let myself down...
I'll change, and become that happy, kind, selfless person I used to be once...
I want to make all of us happy again
I don't want to smile because I have to, I want to smile and laugh and enjoy every single moment cause I REALLY want to!
It's a promise
And to you, my little students, I won't waste a chance, I'll do everything I can to provide you with all the things you need... and you don't have to ask for it!
Gambatte Undine ! ^^
