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Sad, broken, lonely, empty…. Just empty

We wake up one day, having this "thought" or were they flashes of the dream we just had? Those empty moments we try to hang on to so strongly. We didn't ask to forget those lights. It feels as if someone is pulling something important out of our heads.

And we stay still trying to collect them back. It just never works….

I want to forget all about that day. Oh, how I wish to forget! No, I want to go back in time and undo the whole scene. I wish I never stayed…

I close my eyes and try to imagine it never happened. But then, I look to my arm and see all those bruises. They still hurt….

How strong am I? I realized lately that I can't defend myself… I can't protect myself… How will I ever protect those I love……?

The most damaged part of me is my soul… it's scattered all over the place. Something I'll never get the chance to fix…………..

"عندي ثقة فيك"

"عندي أمل فيك"

"بيكفي، شو بدك انو يعني بعد فيك؟"

"عندي حلم فيك"

"عندي ولع فيك"

"بيكفي، شو بدك انو يعني موت فيك؟"

"والله رح موت فيك"

"صدق إذا فيك"

"بيكفي، شو بدك مني إذا متت فيك؟"